happy b-day M
Där va du inte stor lilla vän..tänk att idag fyller du 5 år!
Synd att jag inte får fira den med dig.. men jag vet att du har d bra i himlen älskling!
Grattis på födelsedagen!
Du vet att jag saknar dig mest...♥
,Jag älskar dig ♥Amazing♥
see ya<3
As my heart holds you
Amazing Electra
Who can say for certain
Maybe you’re still here..?
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn’t faith believing
All power can’t be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
’cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above
Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
I know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn’t faith believing
All power can’t be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
’cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above
Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
I know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave
see ya<3
it's still hurt..
♥I love you Amazing♥
I loved you from the first time I saw you..and I will always love you!
It's hurts to miss you so I think I have to let you go..
..but I will never forget what we had♥
see ya<3
You are safe in my heart
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
You are safe in my heart
see ya<3
<3
I love you
see ya<3
I won't walk out until you know
I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
and I've thrown my words all around
Made my mistakes, let you down (didn't mean to leave you when you were needed me the most. but you know that I didn't know how bad you feelt.. I'm so sry my baby!)
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
and I've thrown my words all around
Made my mistakes, let you down (didn't mean to leave you when you were needed me the most. but you know that I didn't know how bad you feelt.. I'm so sry my baby!)
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one
Maize, I will never stop missing you. You have a special place in my heart.
I LOVE YOU
see ya<3
Uppe i himlen
Tänk att du hade fyllt 4 år idag..stooora tjejen!
Jag saknar dig såå mkt Maize. Allt va så mkt bättre när du va här hos oss.
Hoppas du hade en bättre dag där uppe i himlen än vad jag hade här nere, för jag satt 12h i ishallen och tittade på fruktansvärt dåliga människor som försökte åka skridskor!
Jag älskar dig AMAZING ♥
see ya<3
I would die for you baby
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my head on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Throw my head on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Together, we move mountains
On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright ♥
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero ♥
Did you know you used to be my hero?
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
Jag saknar dig så mkt Maize.
De gör fortfarande så ont.
Du kmr alltid ha en speciell plats i mitt hjärta.
Jag älskar dig för alltid♥
see ya<3
I love you still
It's been a tough time for you
But I've never seen you cry
The last time that I saw you
I never got to say goodbye
You were the reason I was living
And to you I owe a lot
And I'm happy for what you've given
You were everything I've had
You were everything I've had
see ya<3
But I've never seen you cry
The last time that I saw you
I never got to say goodbye
You were the reason I was living
And to you I owe a lot
And I'm happy for what you've given
You were everything I've had
You were everything I've had
Oh I miss you
I always will
I love you still
I always will
I love you still
see ya<3
miss you love
I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now!
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind..For me it happens all the time!see ya<3
reason to cry
♥
All this time
All this time with you
Really loved me
Despite my faults and you knew
But I heard that you didn't died alone
And I try to accept that you're gone
Wish I could have
Been there for you all along
With your back against the ground
All I want
All I need
Is to make you breathe
All that I want
All that I need
is to make you breathe
Please begin to breathe
You failed somehow
But I know that you tried =(
You're not coming back
I got a reason to cry....
see ya<3
All this time
All this time with you
Really loved me
Despite my faults and you knew
But I heard that you didn't died alone
And I try to accept that you're gone
Wish I could have
Been there for you all along
With your back against the ground
All I want
All I need
Is to make you breathe
All that I want
All that I need
is to make you breathe
Please begin to breathe
You failed somehow
But I know that you tried =(
You're not coming back
I got a reason to cry....
see ya<3
I wanted you to stay
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait?
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
That I love you♥
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Keep breathing
and never let me go
I love you Maize, I've always have ♥
but..but you are gone and you aint coming back ='( ♥
see ya<3
Amazing Electra♥
(dikt av Joel Mako till minne av Albin Granath)
Omskriven av mig till minne av Amazing ♥
Det finns så mycket jag vill säga, så mycket ja kan skriva
men en sak är säker, din död fick mig att lida
din mamma, pappa och syster, jag hoppas att ni hör
Maize, DU va min lilla prinsessa och min glädje vart förstörd
Jag önskar att vi setts mer dom där två åren
men jag har dig fortfarande i mina tankar när jag sover
Gud tog ifrån mig något jag aldrig förlåter
och det känns som tusen knivar genom mitt öga när jag gråter
hoppas du vakar över mig tills jag ligger i min kista
du var min lilla älskling, jag aldrig ville mista
Jag ska tänka på dig tills mitt hjärta lägger av, lägger av!
jag kommer aldrig glömma den du var
det är ofattbart var orden jag fick ut
när jag fick höra att ditt liv det var slut...
För ganska precis 1 år sen (på minuten) så fick jag reda på att du va borta, borta för alltid.
Ingenting har nånsin känts så svårt. Tårarna verkade aldrig vilja sluta rinna..
Det är verkligen en saknad, en klump i magen, som aldrig kmr försvinna.
Du och jag, vi hade ngt speciellt..ngt som ingen nånsin kmr att förstå och ingen kmr nånsin kunna förstå hur mkt jag saknar dig!
Jag tänker på dig varje dag och jag hoppas att vi ses snart Maize! ♥
see ya<3
my baby
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
I've prayed for my heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete
see ya<3
I miss you
I still see you and me
You've been gone now to long, to long(10 month)
and I miss you
There's no one to save me now
I'm standing on the edge
and still I wonder how..?!
You've been gone now to long, to long(10 month)
and I miss you
There's no one to save me now
I'm standing on the edge
and still I wonder how..?!
God I miss you
I miss the time when you where here
Now I'm lost in darkest fear
and my end is getting near
God I miss you
I miss your soul, I miss your eyes!
God I miss your lovely eyes
see ya<3
Since I can’t tell you..
Suddenly one day you left this world
Now I’m lost, on my own, it’s over
If I could turn back time I'd make you stay
Maybe then I would still be near you
You’re out of my life, but it cuts me like a knife
I’m wounded and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts!
Since I can’t tell you..
You’re out of my life, why did you have to die?!
And now it’s too late, too late, too late to say I’m sorry..
I'm sorry Maize..I'm sorry I left you. It wasn't meant to be that way. I didn't break up with you and I wanted to see you more often but it's was complicated..but but you did get better for a while and then eh but then you did get worse and one day I found out that you left me without saying "goodbye".. All I wanted was ONE LAST GOODBYE; one last kiss and one last hug.. but I had no idea that you were leaving..
You're not out of my life, you have a special place in my heart.. from the first day I met you until forever ♥
see ya<3
If you asked me how I'm doing I'd say just fine
Minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days
Seems it's been forever that I've felt this way
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by
That I don't think of you...
I love you Maize and I think about you everyday! miss you my baby♥
see ya<3
Din dag♥
GRATTIS på födelsedagen ÄLSKADE MAIZE!
Om du inte hade åkt upp till himlen så hade DU fyllt 3år idag.. min lilla tjej!
Jag saknar dig hela tiden. Du finns alltid i mitt hjärta♥
see ya<3
